Sometime i’m really childish… i don’t care
As we start living together i wonder: .
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How do relationships end?
Why do they end?
What’s the common denominator ?
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look… really look
Archive for the 'i don’t know what i’m doing' Category
19
Feb
10
belonging?
But…
is it belonging
mutual …
or
is it
only
one way?
The answer
is worth a soul
is worth a lifetime
19
Jan
10
fear… ? ? ?
Should i listen to the voice of fear?
It whisper in my ears, till it gets to the heart … chokes me.
Maybe i should scream against it. Throw it up.
(but what do i know)
04
Dec
09
no chupa chups
Everytime during this season i wonder who chooses music in stores… it’s bad enough all through the year to having to listen to questionable selections, but having to listen for half hour to the distorted sound of the “band of chipmunks” (why chipmunks i wonder… do chipmunks even remotely sound like that? )bellowing Xmas tunes, it’s more than anyone should have to suffer, i don’t even celebrate Xmas… although the worst Xmas tune ever, still remains “Feliz navidad”.
i can’t find any chupa chups, so i’m living a lollipop nightmare… i found em on amazon, 5 pounds for 22.99… i think is a good deal, except for the part that i cannot choose the flavor and i only like strawberry/cream or chocolate/cream… cigarettes look better by the minute except my hair smell yummy since i stop smoking, who would have thought hair can smell so good.
There is always the “exception” in my world… i’m going to walk for a bit.
16
Jul
09
carpet nightmares
i decided to redecorate… aside the fact that i haven’t yet found a solution to my book problem (i still have about 150 to get rid of) and the fact that two room cannot be changed due to some ugly wall to wall carpet, i’m determined… my bedroom must stop to be blah and my studio/workroom should at least have matching colored furniture. i like beautiful homes, i truly do, i used to have nice antique furniture , my mother got them, i use to have modern furniture ex husband got them, i’m not very good at nesting… i move and get rid of everything but the essential, so when i moved here i recycled (nice word that mean i got other people junk) and i built a bookcase (i’m crafty). i did try to get rid of the wall to wall carpet, but only in one room the floor was beautiful enough to refinish (done that on my hands and knees), the rest was pine in bad condition, so a new carpet went over it… a green carpet, seemed a good idea at the time. So now the color of the living room and work room is dictated by the carpet…
i should just move.
pic one of my cat on infamous carpet
13
May
09
I Was Told There’d Be Cake…
i came all the way from that kinky site,away from my fancy blog with all the colors and stuff …
…so where is it?
p.s. i’m not even sure how this thing works… what the hell is the kitchen sink?
