Archive for June, 2010
feel…
i feel like eating marshmallows…
Sometime i’m really childish… i don’t care
As we start living together i wonder: .
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How do relationships end?
Why do they end?
What’s the common denominator ?
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look… really look
.i found that sometime is easier to be lonely in company, than when one is alone.
i think computers, phones etc., promote loneliness giving a sense of connection.
But are we still be able to relate to each other away from a screen?
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no, i don’t hate computers… sometime seem too much of a good thing though.
%@#**#
today
This minute
i
don’t
care
about
anything
Has been a while.
So much change.
i live with my love.i’m seeking security, and i want to believe, but some walls are hard to tear down.
i stopped lying to myself: polyamorous i’m not, i believe in two that become a unit, one heart… romantic, as usual.
Someday maybe some play will be possible, but i realize i could not live with another coming into the relationship. Just bodies, maybe yes, when the walls come down,when there is feeling secure, when i can be sure than none can touch us.
Maybe.
But in life who knows, maybe i’ll just watch him choose something else, maybe i watch me …
could i bear watch? no, that’s why there is South Africa
